What will be?
Sometimes, when at night I lie in bed with him
and feel as if there is no oxygen,
as if I cannot breathe.
Days and nights, being beside him suffocates me,
everything inside me dries up,
it suffocates me, suffocates me.
Do you understand what happens
when there are no feelings,
when there are no feelings?
Do you understand what happens
when there are no feelings?
A frantic thought circles my head in bed with him.
I measure my heartbeat –
am I still alive, am I alive?
And all the time I ask myself: is this all?
Is this everything I will ever feel?
Is this it, is this it?
Oh, my dear, I no longer feel you,
what will become of us, what will become of us?
Oh, my dear, I no longer love you,
what will become of us?
The song is hommage to the quiet and painful end of a love, when closeness becomes suffocating and emotions slowly fade away. At its core is an inner struggle between fear, emptiness, and the question of what remains when love is no longer there.
Music and lyrics: Zvezdana Novaković ZveN
Arrangement: Zvezdana Novaković ZveN, Luka Jamnik